...mostly Nellie...

...I am regaining some control over this chaos I call...MY LIFE!

After this week, my life *cross my fingers* should start returning to normal...I am aiming to finish this project for work THIS WEEK...That's 2 months of my life I'll never get back...but...the good thing is that it's almost over...no more 13 or 14 hour work days...no need to feel guilty for not having time to spend with the kids or the boyfriend...

Oh yeah...a thing I forgot to mention that I've been dealing with...a close friend of mine...how do I put this?...well...she basically checked out of parenting...therefore, thrusted all responsibilities onto her sister & BIL...so, I had a mini intervention...lots of drama involved...but isn't that always the case?

Anyway...my intervention with her then subconsciously affected me...because I was trying to spend every spare second of my life with my kids...trying not to become her...it was a crazy moment in my life, but I am over it...I am fully aware that I am not, by any means, a bad parent...I just forgot for a little while & went on a "Quality Time" rampage...I'm sure my children are now relieved...

I just need to get back on track...get my ass up & going & do the things that I've been neglecting...*sigh*...I wonder if I can wait until the New Year & consider all these things resolutions? Haha...

Here's...to LIFE...LOVE...& the pursuit of HAPPINESS...& getting off our asses...(before the New Year)!

Posted by Just Me at 2:04 PM 0 comments    

Labels: boyfriend, friends, kids, learning, life

On Day 3...& I'm realizing that my days seem to be going by slowly...I think it's because I'm not having my afternoon dose of caffeine...I'm going through withdrawals...

But I will make it through...it's only a week...I'm almost halfway there...I'm sure I'll feel better as soon as I actually finish the week like I said I would...I'll feel accomplished...I hope.

In any case, I have been peeing a lot from all the damn water...& I don't know how I do this to myself every time, but I always end up in the stall with no toilet paper...it's like I know there's no toilet paper, but I'm just focused on peeing that I forget...until after I start doing my thing...I never learn...

Anyway, I can say that I'm getting itchy to cross SOMETHING off my list...I suppose I should have started with the easy things...or the things that I could've accomplished in a day or less...*sigh*...well...I think I will go tonight without TV...then, tomorrow I can cross it off my list...problem solved...

Well folks, I can't really think of anything else, as my mind is blank...blankety-blank...








PS...I'm still positive that I can do this...I'm just sleepy...so very sleepy...

Posted by Just Me at 3:20 PM 0 comments    

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appreciable • \uh-PREE-shuh-bul\ • adjective

: capable of being perceived or measured

Posted by Just Me at 8:18 AM 0 comments    

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vignette • \vin-YET\ • noun

1 : a running ornament or design (as of vine leaves, tendrils, and grapes) on a page

2 a : a picture (as an engraving or photograph) that shades off gradually into the surrounding paper

b : the pictorial part of a postage stamp

3 *a : a short descriptive literary sketch

b : a brief incident or scene (as in a play or movie)

Posted by Just Me at 8:40 AM 0 comments    

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